and in other news

We got the house, just need to wait for section 8 to inspect.  Then I'll be able to move out of this dump and into the nice new house!  Should happen sometime this week.  Hopefully Wednesday.

Robbie starts soccer next saturday.  the open house is tomorrow, so he can go in and meet his coach.  He's uber excited!  I can't wait for him to start, maybe the soccer will help build his leadership skills and make friends.

I'm waiting to hear back on a job I interviewed for on Monday.  I'm really hoping I get the job.  It would be perfect for me.  Hopefully I'll hear back Monday.  And hopefully I won't get the "we decided to go with someone with more experience" line.  That is sooooo frustrating to hear.

Thursday is one of those ucky days.  tons going on, including something that's going to be a total waste of time.  If he thinks I'm going to agree to him having full custody, he's got another think coming.

Anyway, I need to get to packin.  Love you all!

~M

I am unbelievably HAPPY!!!!!!!!

I'm not sure what caused it, but I realized something tonight.  I am the most incredibly lucky woman in the world.  I love Mara, Robbie, and Beau. I have an entire huge family that loves me unconditionally, quirks and all.  I have amazing friends that, even though I've never actually "met" most of them, I know hold me in their hearts as I hold them in mine.  I have the two most beautiful children in the world, and they love me.  That is the most amazing feeling ever!  I'm not really sure what else to say, except that I've been smiling for about 5 hours now, and I can't stop.  NOT smiling feels wrong.  All is as it should be, and all that should be will come.  I love you all!!!!

~M

and in other news....

I am moving.  I found an awesome house, which is in a good neighborhood with a great school.  I'm very excited about moving in.  packing and moving stuff over?  Not so much.  Lots on my mind still, many of you know what I'm talking about.  anywho, the house is a bi-level (you walk in, there's a landing, half a staircase going up, half going down).  Upstairs there's a coat closet, living room, linen closet, two bedrooms, bathroom, dining room and kitchen.  The dining room has sliding glass doors leading out to the deck, which is awesome, I love having a deck.  The front landing has a door leading to the garage.  Downstairs, there's a family room, coat closet, laundry room, bathroom, and bedroom.  The family Room is HUGE and has a woodburning stove.  Nice, small, easy to maintain front yard, decent sized back yard (big enuf for the kids to play but not so big it'll take 3 hours to mow the lawn), garage and three parking spaces.  Garage also leads to the backyard.  All appliances included, fridge, smoothtop stove, dishwasher, disposal, w/d.  That's all I can think of right now.  The landlord is absolutely awesome.  So far, anyway.  and that's all I've got for you tonight, folks, as my ex is probably STILL stalking my blog for stuff to use against me.

Love ya!
~M

okay so I panicked...

When I got my entire blog printed up by my ex's lawyer in the mail, I panicked and deleted everything.  I can't undelete, so I'll just start from scratch.

There's a lot going on in my life right now.  and I mean A LOT.  I won't go into details ATM, but I will say that my ex is doing his best to make my life hell when he should be concentrating on taking care of his own family business.  That's right, I said it, go tell the judge.

I freely admit that I have psychological conditions.  I have always been open and honest about this, even when the first custody battle occurred.  I take my meds, my condition is under control, and I DON'T LIE ABOUT IT OR PRETEND IT'S NOT TRUE.  That's more than can be said for her.  That's right, I went there.  Again, go tell the judge.

My kids are the most precious thing on earth to me.  I would do anything for them.  And I will do anything to save her.  She is my world, my reason for going on, and the best thing that ever happened to me.  And I will do everything in my power to protect her from you.

That's it for now, until I see what happens with a couple of things I've got going on.  Love you all

~M